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the ramblings

I'm horrible at describing myself in a non-generic way. But talk to me, I won't bite.

Joanne. '94. SoCal in NorCal. UCBerkeley. ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ

Creds to Steven for the bg~

Somehow, for some reason, I’m still having trouble figuring myself out. 


It’s not hard to live like a ghost. I just haunt all that I’ve wanted and leave what I don’t. I dreamt a trail up to the sky and my brothers built propellers just to see how far they’d fly.

It’s not hard to live like a ghost. I just haunt all that I’ve wanted and leave what I don’t. I dreamt a trail up to the sky and my brothers built propellers just to see how far they’d fly.

Frustrated. Not sure how to vent, and the fact that the only thing I’m good at is pushing people away does not help. It’s unfortunately making my head ache from mulling it over. 

tehgairbear:

Can someone just like, print all these out poster size did me?

letlettersrain
TELL ME YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS I BET YOU DONT EVEN USE TUMBLRBUMBLR. BECAUSE I DONT

LOL WHAT

I’ve been working on it bit by bit, but I’ve grown to appreciate myself more—mainly my flaws (not that this should discredit my efforts to fix them…). I realized that I’ve been keeping up this facade of being, “okay” even when the contrary is true. But then I thought to myself, “wait, why should I have to lie about what I feel to others? Why can’t I feel this way?” And although it’s still taking a bit of work, I’ve grown to be a bit more honest about. I’m selfish, often a little green, and a little bit of a dramatist in a sense. But hey, “that’s ok,” right? Although, I hope you’ll accept me either way, even if I still blunder about when trying to be more open about things.

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